my friend

friend is one of the precious gift God have given to mankind. And I am not an inception to it. Some are inspirational while some are not. Sometimes I feel I need the both around me. No dougth it sound callous but I need someone that will make me look bad; while I need someone to make Me look good.
I have found a friend in you, someone I can keep my secret with and I can lay my bords on. Sometimes I keep skeptimising if what I think is worth it or am I just being paranoid over my illusion?, while no dought I have few friends around me. How I wish I can see a friend that will be close to my heart and will truly understand what it meant to be called a friend. Well both the good and the bad (friends) are still good to me so I regret none.
Missing a friend is like missing someone and missing someone is like missing your smile and missing your smile is like missing your own self.
I can never let any of my go away from me because I need them more than the way the need ME. I am always scard to lose you because I have everything when I am with you. I am sick when ever you are sick, I am happy when ever I see you smile, it is amazing when say I love you, just the way you are more than a friend to me.
Please don’t make me feel I am wrong making you who you are to me…

By Kingsley

MY DEAR FRIEND

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appreciation

BY KINGSLEY

I thank you God for this most amazing day, for the leaping greenly spirits of trees, and for the blue dream of sky and for everything which is natural, which is infinite, written something I love, love is music, music is life, and I love writen, music is just part of an inspiration to my pen. I have Make it a habit to tell people thank you. To express my appreciation, sincerely and without the expectation of anything in return. I Truly appreciate those around me, I Truly appreciate life for everything it has done to me and my friends and I will find that they have more of it. When I look back with appreciation to my brilliant teachers, is so hard to let go of there memory but can only say thank you even in there absent, but with gratitude to those who touched my human feelings. The curriculum is so much necessary raw material, but warmth is the vital
My followers @ WordPress I thank you solely for reading every bite of my article. Your contribution, correction and motivation have develop me a lot. I say thank you. Also not forgetting those who have made me creat topic through my experience knowing them, like amatu, senior ajayi, abdullahi kure, munirat, Bimbo and Naija Writers’ Coach, just to mention few of them,
I will leave writen for now but will never stop written, thank you

THANK YOU

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appreciation

BY KINGSLEY

I thank you God for this most amazing day, for the leaping greenly spirits of trees, and for the blue dream of sky and for everything which is natural, which is infinite, written something I love, love is music, music is life, and I love writen, music is just part of an inspiration to my pen. I have Make it a habit to tell people thank you. To express my appreciation, sincerely and without the expectation of anything in return. I Truly appreciate those around me, I Truly appreciate life for everything it has done to me and my friends and I will find that they have more of it. When I look back with appreciation to my brilliant teachers, is so hard to let go of there memory but can only say thank you even in there absent, but with gratitude to those who touched my human feelings. The curriculum is so much necessary raw material, but warmth is the vital
My followers @ WordPress I thank you solely for reading every bite of my article. Your contribution, correction and motivation have develop me a lot. I say thank you. Also not forgetting those who have made me creat topic through my experience knowing them, like amatu, senior ajayi, abdullahi kure, munirat, Bimbo and Naija Writers’ Coach, just to mention few of them,
I will leave writen for now but will never stop written, thank you

THANK YOU

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Sad mood

I know this is long, but please read. It truly helps you to understand those of us who feel this way…Don’t hold strong opinions about things you don’t understand. My time has come, and so I’m gone. To a better place, far beyond. I love you all as you can see. But it’s better now, because I’m free. Sometimes you need to run away just to see who will follow you. It’s hard to answer the question”what’s wrong”when nothing is right. I’m tired of trying, sick of crying, I know I’ve been smiling, but inside I’m dying. Maybe one day it will be ok again. That’s all I want. I don’t care what it takes. I just want to be ok again. When I was younger, crying always seemed to be the answer. Now that I’m older crying seems to be the only option. I guess there comes a point where you just have to stop trying because it hurts too much to hold on anymore. You say I’m always happy, and that I’m good at what I do, but what you’ll never realize is, I’m a damn good actress too. Just because I’m smiling doesn’t mean I ‘m happy. Tired of living and scared of dying. I don’t necessarily want to be happy; I just want to stop feeling miserable.
Don’t fall into the trap of pretending everything’s fine when you know it isn’t.
The hardest years in life are those between ten and seventy. I’m just learning how to smile, and that’s not easy to do. Sometimes it hurts more to smile in front of everyone, then to cry all alone. I want to be remembered as the girl who always smiled. The one who could brighten up your day, even if she couldn’t brighten her own. Just when I thought my life was coming together, I realized it was just starting to fall apart. Stop the world. I wanna get off. I bleed for you that’s why I cut those simple scars are just deep thoughts.
You bleed just to know you’re alive.
Death is God’s way of saying“you’re fired”. Suicide is human’s way of saying“you can’t fire me, I quit. I don’t know what I want in life. I don’t know what I want right now. All I know is that I’m hurting so much inside that it’s eating me, and one day, there won’t be any of me left.Everything that ever caused a tear to trickle down my cheek, I ran away and hid from it. But now, everything is unwinding and finding its way back to me. And I don’t know what to do. I just know that pain I felt so long ago; it’s hurting ten times more. It’s the loneliest feeling in the world – to find yourself standing up when everyone else is sitting down. To have everybody look at you and say”what’s the matter with her?”I know what it feels like. Walking down an empty street, listening to the sound of your own footsteps. Shutters closed, blinds drawn, doors locked against you. And you aren’t sure whether you’re walking toward something, or if you’re just walking away. You start life with a clean slate. Then you begin to make your mark. You face decisions, make choices. You keep moving forward. But sooner or later there comes a time where you look back over where you have been and wonder who you really are.
I don’t know if I’m getting better or just used to the pain. I know it seems like I’m this strong person who can get though anything, but inside I’m fragile . I’ve had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I’m afraid of is shattering.
Maybe I am crazy but laughing makes the pain pass by. I love sleep. My life has this tendency to fall apart when I’m awake. I know what its like to want to die; how it hurts to smile; how you try to fit in but you can’t; how you hurt yourself on the outside; to try to kill the thing that’s in the inside. Even the people who never frown eventually break down. How can you understand me when I can’t understand myself? I hate what I have become to escape what I hated being.
Let me also apologies to you that I have offended in this couse of hard time, am sorry just that stupidity IS NOW TAKEN OVER ME…
………………….. MALLAM JAGO feeling your pain

It’s like I realized that way down inside, I’ve always been lonely for something. But I don’t know what for. It’s like everybody in the world wants something. Only they never really know exactly what it is – they just keep finding out what it’s not. You know how, when you turn off the TV or you come out of some concert, and everything just feels empty? Like you thought that would be what you wanted, and then it wasn’t?
You look at me and think, ‘she’s so happy’ but there’s so much behind this little smile that you will never know.
Do you ever have those times you cry and you don’t know why?
People are always telling me to smile, like smiling is going to just take away all the hurt and pain. Well I’ve tried that I’ve tried hiding my sorrows and covering the sadness in smiles and what I’ve learned is that when it hurts this much inside your heart always has a way of showing it no matter how many masks you wear.
Let no one think I gave in.
The pain is there to remind me that I’m still alive.
It seems to me that the harder I try the harder I fall.
Refuse to feel anything at all, refuse to slip, refuse to fall, can’t be weak, can’t stand still, and watch your back because no one else will.
There’s no excuse for the need to take your own life away, everyone passes through some rough obstacles in life, just face them as they come along, there’s always a way to overcome those obstacles, and learn from your experiences.
If you can’t solve it, it isn’t a problem–its reality. And sometimes reality is the hardest thing to understand and the thing that takes the longest to realize. But once it hits you in the face you’ll never forget it. It will always be there in your memories and sometimes that is the best way to look at it.
It’s funny the way you can get used to the tears and the pain.
What do you do when you become too scared, too scared to live, too scared to die, too scared to love, too scared to even care?
You can’t just hug me and say it’s okay because right now… it doesn’t feel that way…
Sometimes the littlest thing in life changes something forever and there will be times when you wish you can go back to how things used to be but you just can’t because things have changed so much.
I just wish I could roll back the clocks to when things were the same… then we were all just a bunch of crazy teenagers looking for a wild time. But now, thing aren’t the same. Each of us has gone our different ways. We change, people change, things just change, and we aren’t those crazy teenagers looking for a wild time anymore. We’re teenagers looking for a person to love and a person to hug when we’re in need.
Sometimes I think that if I wasn’t so good at pretending to be, I’d be better at actually being happy.
Her sadness did not have that. It dripped slowly into her life without her noticing it; at least, not noticing it until it consumed her fully and smothered her with darkness.
I quit, I give up, nothing’s good enough for anybody else, it see… when I’m all alone its best way to be. When I’m by myself nobody else can say good-bye. Everything is temporary anyway.
Everybody’s searching for a hero. People need someone to look up to. I never found anyone who fulfilled my need… a lonely place to be, and so I learned to depend on me.
Pain is your friend, it tells you when you’re seriously injured, it keeps you awake and angry but the best thing about it is it lets you know that you’re alive.
I have a tendency to hurt myself physically, when I’m hurting inside.
When your sure you’ve had enough of this life… don’t let yourself go… because everybody cries… everybody hurts sometimes… sometimes everything is wrong.
Some of us are just trying to get through the day without falling apart.
Every night before I go to sleep I lie on my bed and stare up at my blank walls. I try to imagine the future, but right now it’s as blank as those walls. All I can see is a past that I barely recognize any more.
I don’t want the world to see me, because I don’t think that they’d understand.
Look at me. You may think you see who I really am, but you’ll never know me.
There’s a smile on my face but I don’t know why it’s there… I put it on to satisfy all the people that don’t even care.
I’m often silent when I am screaming inside.
The deepest people are the ones who’ve been hurt the most.

THE SECRET OF NEW MALLAM JAGO… OH!!! STUPIDITY IS TAKEN OVER ME.

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economic

There are a number of different elements in the
capitalist socio-economic system. Capitalism is defined as a social and economic
system that in which capital assets are mainly
owned and controlled by private persons, labor is
purchased for money wages, capital gains accrue
to private owners, and the price mechanism is
utilized to allocate capital goods between uses. The extent to which the price mechanism is used, the
degree of competitiveness, and government
intervention in markets distinguish exact forms of capitalism. There are different variations of capitalism which
have different relationships to markets and the
state. In free-market and laissez-faire forms of capitalism, markets are utilized most extensively
with minimal or no regulation over the pricing
mechanism. In interventionist and mixed economies, markets continue to play a dominant
role but are regulated to some extent by
government in order to correct market failures, promote social welfare, conserve natural resources, and fund defense and public safety. In state capitalist systems, markets are relied upon the least, with the state relying heavily on state-owned enterprises or indirect economic planning to accumulate capital. Capitalism and capitalist economics is generally
considered to be the opposite of socialism, which contrasts with all forms of capitalism in the
following ways: social ownership of the means of production, where returns on the means of
production accrue to society at large, and goods
and services are produced directly for their utility (as opposed to being produced by profit-seeking
businesses).

economic elements

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mathematics

Written by Kingsley
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Mathematics may be defined as the subject in which
we never know what we are talking about, nor
whether what we are saying is true or false.The true spirit of delight, the exaltation, the sense
of being more than Man, which is the touchstone of
the highest excellence, is to be found in
mathematics as surely as poetry.nobody boasts of ignorance of literature, but it is
socially acceptable to boast ignorance of science
and proudly claim incompetence in mathematics.If I were again beginning my studies, I would
follow the advice of Plato and start with
mathematics.
Today’s scientists have substituted mathematics for
experiments, and they wander off through
equation after equation, and eventually build a
structure which has no relation to reality.The study of mathematics, like the Nile, begins in
minuteness but ends in magnificence.All science requires mathematics. The knowledge of
mathematical things is almost innate in us. This is
the easiest of sciences, a fact which is obvious in
that no one’s brain rejects it; for laymen and people
who are utterly illiterate know how to count.
One of the most amazing things about mathematics
is the people who do math aren’t usually interested
in application, because mathematics itself is truly a
beautiful art form. It’s structures and patterns, and
that’s what we love, and that’s what we get off on. God used beautiful mathematics in creating the
world.Mathematics is written for mathematicians.I shall end my article by saying “God exists since mathematics is consistent, and the
Devil exists since we cannot prove it”.

Have fun,,,,,, you are welcome to eco world

MATHEMATICS!! THE PHENOMENA

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